MCSA

The show is finally over. We made it, 1 month, three-hour show.
Show was pretty decent overall, nothing went wrong.

Biggest regret of the night was that I blanked out and forgot to say many names of our executive board during the final speech. I dunno what to do to atone...I believe credit should be given when it is due, but now I missed the opportunity.

A heart-felt thanks to all the executives and Juniors. You guys are the ones who made the show possible.

Forgive me...

Life is good

Humanities midterm I + Linear assignment this Thursday.
Chemistry interactive activities next Monday.
English 20% Oral next Thursday.
Waves midterm II next Friday.
MCSA Final Show next Sunday.

Potassium.

Impulse...

Nearly killed someone today, like literally. What is wrong with me, why do I have this sudden violent impulse? Reminds me of myself in secondary 1, when I was super violent to everyone. I am more scared than surprised that this latent violent character is still dwelling inside me, talking about bipolarity...

I should really stop chocking people. Next time I do it, I would go see a psychotherapist.

Cutting off my hands might work too...

First Month of School, or almost...

Grades are perfect so far, almost 100% in every course. However, as the subject gets harder and harder, I am getting more and more worried about the upcoming midterms. Usually grades decrease greatly after 1st and 2nd midterm, and there is this #$%^& final exam. I still have my determination of the beginning of the year, but not the same courage anymore.
Meanwhile, MCSA is going smooth.

First year girl #1 told me that I was too young for her.

First year girl #2 told me that men with objective in their lives are very attractive.

God bless me...

First week of school

Like every other first weeks of school, last week seemed one month to me.

As expected, I know an excessive and abnormal number of first year female students. Got a bit distracted during the first week but I am sure I will get bored very soon of them (or vice versa) and focus in studies.

My humanities class, is, so, fkn, boring.
Its name literally tells you it is boring: Understanding the Canadian Culture Throught the Arts.
I mean arts...okay, but Canadian culture? Let's assume such thing exists in the first place, WHAT AN INTERESTING SUBJECT IT IS!
I initially chose the teacher because her easiness rating is suuuuper high (4.7 iirc), and she is a nice and passionate person, but the subject kills the course grrrr..D:<

First MCSA general meeting took place. Despite the inadvertance of Free Food Day, almost all the members attended the meeting and we all said what we had to say. So in general, it was very good and the best scenario I had expected.

I am tired.

New motivation?

Summer is almost over...I believe it is time for a little sum up.

Went back to China, had fun fun time but somewhat disappointed in Chinese people's "internal" quality.

Worked for a few weeks, was tired as hell and swore to find a better job next time.

Played badminton A LOT and improved as well :D

Nevertheless, school is going to start soon and the most crucial semester is coming up. Along with MCSA, the success of this semester seemed at first improbable to me. Luckily, I have found a new motivation.

Medicine always seemed a remote dream to me. The oppressing grades boundary even made me forget about how I like to help other people. 

Recently, thanks to one drama a friend suggested to me, I was able to find back passion about this respectable profession. I am now fully convinced that I consider my life valuable when I can ensure people's health or, in some cases, save them from their deathbeds. The feeling when members of the patients' family thank you after you saved the patient cannot be described with simple words.

Alright grades, come at me.

First post..

Um k first blog in my life, dun rly know where to start, so let's talk about Olympics xD

Seen lots of flaming going on about Chinese badminton players throwing their game vs Korea on purpose. But I mean, every country would've done the same, they can't because they do not have high-skill players like China. Sacrificing oneself so that other players from one's country can strive for gold medals does not deserve disqualification imo. Haters.

Someone special texted this afternoon, the person was through emotional turmoil and needed a listener. I was surprised that, despite all this time that has passed, talking about her present love is still difficult for me. Fortunately, the problem was solved really quickly :)

Ymca almost errday, looking forward to "Annual Beach Day" (as twinnie calls it) :D