Oh hello there first depression of 2013...
Every morning I wake up, the best description of my state will be "a heavy heavy heart". So heavy I want to go back to sleep, so heavy I want to say goodbye to this life. But at the same time this heavy heart doesn't have anything inside, feels like pure vacuum.
Urges to scream, urges to hit something hard, urges to bite, urges to leave everything and wander alone in the cold streets, urges to cry sometimes.
Why...
