Impulse...

Nearly killed someone today, like literally. What is wrong with me, why do I have this sudden violent impulse? Reminds me of myself in secondary 1, when I was super violent to everyone. I am more scared than surprised that this latent violent character is still dwelling inside me, talking about bipolarity...

I should really stop chocking people. Next time I do it, I would go see a psychotherapist.

Cutting off my hands might work too...