These last days were propably the most torturing days so far in my life. I woke up every morning with a tormented soul and a worn out mind. However, because of someone's love and care, I was able to get a hold of myself and come back to reality. In my depression, I realized a lot of things that can inspire me for the future.
When I doubt myself:
1- If I love you and I know I love you the most, why worrying about someone else that may interfere?
2- I am giving all my love to you, I believe in good karma, ie. you will do the same to me.
3- If I am afraid of some fucking awesome guy taking my place in the future, I will just become that fucking awesome guy.
When I doubt love itself:
1- I am a good person (hopefully), you are a good person. Why can't we be together and have happy moments?
2- 10 years is long indeed, but time does go by every day. Every day that passes by is a success and is worth to be proud of.
3- I am so attached to you that even depression can't make my love decrease, what should I be scared of in the future?
Every morning I wake up and slowly get back to my senses, knowing that someone still loves me at this very instant. That is probably the happiest feeling in this world. I don't know what I can expect more.
Now, dear depression, would you please gtfo?
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